Means forgetting to love yourself.
Loving an alcoholic,
You lose your sense of nerve.
Means you're the one who ends up hurt.
You'll never get it right.
will keep you up most nights.
Teaches you'll never win the fight.
You lose your sense of self.
Is it a sacrifice that's worth the fight?
The pain, the misery, cruel words.
Hoping and praying someday he'll be happy enough to let go.
Thinking you're a terrible person that deserves nothing better.
So many emotions, not enough words.